Wednesday, July 20, 2005
haiz..........................
finally exam finish le............
but think will not score well, my account payable credit sia.... fail le no use le there goes my grade.............
sch getting worse and worse for me hopeless.......
so many project so stress............
still must face so much pressure..........
that come my econ so tired. so many subject still haven't study yet................
.lost.`@ 10:32 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
haiz...............................
school sucks.....damm boring.............
Life goes on...........
hardly any days of rest.......
projects again again and again.......
Hate projects...........
Need to waste so much time to do..............
How i wish we could lead a simple life instead of having to thrive to survive in this enviroment.....................
A SiMpLe LiFe...........
Oh A sImPlE LiFe, Is Wat I WisH FoR..............
.lost.`@ 9:24 PM
If I place my heart in your hand will you keep it safe for me?
Will you cherish, love and protect it and treat it compassionately?
I trusted another with its keep, once a long time ago,
He mishandled it... dropped it and broke it... fortunately, not irreparably so.
I picked it up and took it home and hid it away for awhile,
It was so damaged... nearly destroyed... very sensitive and fragile.
I was able to put it back together, but it has never been the same,
It's still too fragile to trust to anyone, who plays an unfair game.
It's way to delicate to be mistreated, or tossed to and ‘fro,
And until I met you, my friend, I was afraid to let it go.
I'm beginning to think it is possible, to expose it again- to love,
If the person that I entrust it with treats it gently.... like a dove.
Although it appears the same as all others, it's from a special lot,
It may not seem distinctive to you, but it's the only one I've got.
So, are you able to keep my heart safe? I know it's a lot to ask,
Be honest, if you can't promise at this time ....you may not desire the task.
I'll just keep hoping the time will come... all good things usually do.
I've learned to be patient, and I'll recognize the moment...
I should give my heart to you.
.lost.`@ 9:23 PM
I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much
I can't explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch
There is no way I can convey
this emptiness inside
That seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by
If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile
To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me
to take this pain away
If I have to wait forever
I guess that's what I'll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you
.lost.`@ 9:15 PM
